Drew
drove away quickly from the scene. This time, but right around
the same time he reconnected with Amber, it was the touch of another
human being which disgusted him. Sure, it was nice in the moment,
but afterward Drew felt like a complete asshole. Her touch
brought up hard feelings, embarrassing feelings. A few hours
after the long drive back from her house, Drew wished he had never
called her back. They had been estranged for so long, long before
him and Amber had been even. Drew was living a different life
now. He didn't really fit, never had, in her world anymore.
Their sex act had only offered pointless nostalgia, trying to
recreate a time that had never actually happened even though both had
badly wished it to be.